Tuesday, December 9, 2008

Sunday, November 23, 2008

Love

Here we are again. Some points to note:

1) La Banda "El Recodo": Banda music has a particular distinction of appropriating musical elements of colonialism and channeling a national, local, plebeian, indigenous expression, messaging a connection VERY SUCCSSFULLY.



2) Spiritism in Music: Perhaps using this word non-traditionally, I, on a recent trip abroad, encountered that many very capable musicians have a very determined, yet organically created love for themselves, others and G*d.

this

this

this

this

this

remind me of that.

Friday, November 7, 2008

Music is bad for me

Murakami writes in "What I talk about When I talk about Running" about how he needs to run. A novelist holds a dangerous profession (read the book). Unhealthy. Compromising.

Music has hurt* me at times.

again,



*Original word was "fucked", not hurt.

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Calpulli

I've been blessed to have been in great company for the past few weeks. I have also entered into community with some world class folks.

A unifying element I see in all: A passion for knowledge. Language, craft, work, family.

Also from a recent show:

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Now's the time (to lose credibility?)

Here's some Feist:


Here's some Kanye:


I've been told to write a poem. I've been asked to get "my shit" "together". I've been nurtured. I've been blessed.

I've seen greatness. I've lived. I've cried with remorse. I've been ashamed.

Why all this now?

I set white flowers, burned incense, and played loud loud music. I've fallen in love with a song. I've been forgotten and replaced. I long for.

(Bitterly, goddammit) Here's some Facundo:

Saturday, September 6, 2008

poem #1

good breeze,
fell short.

Thursday, September 4, 2008

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

french



Again, to die for an idea. At the end, two lovers kiss as they are set in concrete.

I would need an embrace that I could feel in my entire body, but then again as a great friend once said: "if you are stuck in one room for eternity, it doesn't matter if you have with you one book or a million"

I NEED to read strunk and white.

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

post-Marlboro thought?

"There is a connection, hard to explain logically but easy to feel, between achievement in public life and progress in the arts. The age of Pericles was also the age of Phidias. The age of Lorenzo de Medici was also the age of "Leonardo da Vinci. The age of Elizabeth also the age of Shakespeare. And the New Frontier for which I campaign in public life, can also be a New Frontier for American art. For what I decry is a lift for our country: a surge of economic growth; a burst of activity in rebuilding and cleansing our cities; a breakthrough of the barriers of racial and religious discrimination; an Age of Discovery in science and space; and an openness toward what is new that will banish the suspicion and misgiving that have tarnished our prestige abroad. I foresee, in short, an American that is moving once again. And in harmony with that creative burst, there is bound to come the New Frontier in the Arts. For we stand, I believe, on the verge of a period of sustained cultural brilliance."

— John F. Kennedy, Sept. 13, 1960

Sunday, August 3, 2008

There's Scarlatti, Haydn, Strauss and Fito



(Get it?)


And dig the tiny chord substitutions...




what a lady.

Friday, August 1, 2008

la da da

I think that altering your sleep cycle changes the way one thinks about things. I've recently been a bit more melancholy, and emotional, perhaps emotive.

I've recently had some life experiences that will affect what and how I do some things for some time. I've been listening to songs that are close to objects and people and events involved; I seem to enjoy the places that the music, the memories, the impressions take me, whether it be sad, of longing, whatever.

It's all fuel isn't it?

How do you play beautiful music?

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

again and again



Do we sin by not following his advice? When walls fall, do we really learn about how to rebuild them, or how to paint better?

mmmh..."they do get weary" eh?

I too am grateful...

Thursday, July 17, 2008

Saturday, June 14, 2008

post-spoleto ideas

Bjork rocks.

Font is important.

Futures cannot be predicted.
Futures can be predicted.

NO idea is a bad idea.

Make the bad good.

Feel.

Enjoy.

Appreciate.

Consume economically and intelligently.

Center.

Tell.

Maintain a fluid, appropriate degree of humility and pride.

Honor, respect, frequently contact family.

Listen.

Praise.

Distinguish.

Monday, May 26, 2008

Sunday, May 25, 2008

Dualities.

Why continue to explore?!!! (Is my life's work is what's holding me behind, making me unhappy?)
When writing ala Hawkshaw how do you fill in the blanks from point a to point b? Is that the only way they justify being an academic? That is, being able to do that?

Why I be hatin?

I love all.

This will probably be edited tomorrow morning.

Monday, May 19, 2008

Charleston, SC

A vibrant city.

There's something about a music festival. Three and a half weeks deserves pacing. And consumption. But not foreign matters (at least not for me, right now). Organic things.

Amazing people participating. I hope I get to know many of them.

UPDATE: It's begun!

Sunday, May 11, 2008

-very personal post-

I played my Carnegie and Merkin debut this wekend!

What an instrument Stern is! The sounds are very much assisted by the walls.

Kudos to Dave Broome for a great show!

Heading out to play Monkey on wed.

How about this Myanmar BS?

What else, what else???

Thursday, May 8, 2008

Original Idea (...or at least i didn't knowingly steal it)

Counterpoint is alive and well- except that the parameters are different. Just as metaphor exists, aural counterpoint must...at least until we stop using hearing, our ears, sound altogether. Where does irony fit in? Harold Bloom seems to have something to say on the matter.

Monday, May 5, 2008

'ts been a while

I've been blessed to have been working. Max Seigel's
a good musician; check him out. so is Charlie Porter.
And these guys, the Villa-Loboses.

Am trippin; Used to blog alot while temping, have been finding other outlets for the creativity of late. Huck Finn's not done, neither is Said/Barenboim, The Chess Book, or Bloom's.

What's new out there? What have I been missing?

Monday, April 7, 2008

Am really happy:

Studied & semi-applied Quicken this morning, Had a good Villa Lobos moment @ rehearsal, took a friend to a passionate Bikram, found out a friend's pregnant, am making salmon croquettes while listening to Sufjan.

Wednesday, April 2, 2008

Monday, March 31, 2008

Ultimately,” she said, the goal is “to not have to check a box.

Who Are We? New Dialogue on Mixed Race- NYT

Although I come from two Mexican born parents, being raised in the United States of America I absolutely feel Multiracial.

Monday, March 24, 2008

(aaahh)

Am listening to an article about Rwanda, eating ice-cream birthday cake (provided by a kind attorney) after having been moved to tears this morning in the shower from thinking about a scene from "It's a Wonderful Life", which I watched last night for the very first time.

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

At the risk of being momentarily precocious

I will say that every great music lesson I ever had began from my father.

an executive decision

There are two great candidates on the democratic ticket.

Thursday, March 13, 2008

right now

Am reading this, but have interrupted it to finish reading this. I needed a firsthand account.

You know, when I was younger, an older cousin told me about how he likes to listen to a song not too many times in order to not get tired of it. As Bloom stresses to read and reread an possibly even rereread, I imagine that if with each new listening we want more, find more
in the word or song, it stays vital.

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

Friday, March 7, 2008

The Ronettes, "Be My Baby"

How does music move us? Does it idealize? Perhaps it reminds us and frames in a different way. Perhaps counterpoint metaphors relationships. Harmony feelings and emotion. Melody and tessitura time, and rhythm life...er...human existence maybe? Mortality...vigor...life...

Wednesday, March 5, 2008

mere wankings?

You know, sometimes you're just looking for some motherfucking emotional release.
This guy doesn't suck. In many, many ways this guy doesn't either.



note:

1) Creative release could be emotional release.
2)The word "Motherfucker" is contemporary literary vernacular.

Sunday, March 2, 2008

Monday, February 25, 2008

on a cold, cold bitch

“The North Korean regime is still the North Korean regime,” said Condoleezza Rice, the secretary of state, in a briefing in Washington last week. “And so I don’t think we should get carried away with what listening to Dvorak is going to do in North Korea.” -Condolezza Rice

Friday, February 22, 2008

more learning

Unable to link directly, I will nevertheless advovate: all nearing entry into an academic setting should listen to Ann Velenchik, How to complete your degree in one semester (not), Wellesley College First Year Orientation, on itunesu.

Thursday, February 21, 2008

http://www.amigosdeobama.com

I really, really, really want to believe in Barack Obama.

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

the quest for knowledge

ItunesU is where it's @. It's free. There's even less stopping us now... on that, much respect to the Stanford Humanities department.

My favorite part of any great course or class I've ever taken is the applause for the proffesor at the end. I am beginning to wonder how this compares to my feelings towards the "mandatory" applause at the end of every (regardless of whether it's good or bad) concert.

What again, is a meritocracy really?

Sunday, February 17, 2008

on Pärt's "Cantus in memorian Benjamin Britten"

How much effort is needed to enable a performance? How much petroleum? How many hands need to be cut off for diamonds? How many diabetics put on vascularly damaging drugs?

Yet, how beautiful is Brahms?

Am still reading Karamazov, looking for redemption.

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

Pundito

Yo, who are ya'll voting for? I like Obama then McCain. That being said, for obvious reasons, I really believed in Bill Richardson (still do), and hope he's involved in the mix once it's all the guns stop blazing...

What about ya'll?

btw-email me if you're wondering why I prefer a republican over the potentially first woman president (I would very much like a female president, but alas, perhaps not her...)

Know Demetry Martin? Check him out.

Thursday, February 7, 2008

out

What's new, what's new...well, I'm reading an interesting book on music by Edward Said. I've been thinking much about cultural imperialism lately. My girlfriend had read Said and ran into the book at B&N. I guess she felt I might find interest in his writing.

Brothers Karamazov is another little gem i'm into lately. I'm thinking of reading it and Also sprach Zarathustra every year, just to see what happens!

ah, placidities!

I am afraid of this blog becoming impersonal and inaccessible. Please let me know your thoughts.

Sunday, February 3, 2008

Auditioning

What is it about an exhilarating performance? What is it that makes you want to be that person? You have to understand that there is no one but you at that performance, thatt moment. The interpretation is for you by you. Enjoy it. They will too.

I think Idina Menzel in Wicked. Or Buddy Rich.
Or Judy Dench.

Thursday, January 31, 2008

suggestions

Hey everyone!
Read this: The Rest is Noise
Watch this: Libertango
Know this guy: Bill Richardson
Opine.

time

you know, It's never really too late. it might really feel like it sometime, but it's not necessarily.

The last 15 or so minutes before class might be the appropriate time to do homework. The last 3 or so years of a person's fourth decade of life might be the appropriate time for he or she to decide to pursue a new avenue of vocation. Etcetera.

I realized that music actually starts before it begins. Particularly when one is performing it. The grandiosity and presence felt in a monumental work or performance is in a large way established through the performer's mindset of absolute seriousness in his or her art. As death. Seriously.

Anyone out there like Tony Robbins?